Day 21: what does your favorite tshirt look like

I’m almost aways cold, so I don’t wear tshirts that often. If I had to go with a tshirt, I’d chose my cream colored vneck because it’s simple and fits well with my personality. If I could chose any shirt, I’d chose this grey sweater with lace of the front because I basically live in it.

Highlight of the Day:
Not crying.
When can I drop out of school? Or I think I should be home schooled.


My mother warned me about cigarettes that could cause cancer
But she never told me that self-hatred can grow faster than any tumour ever could

My father warned me that I should never stop thinking
But he never told me that overthinking would kill my happiness

My sister warned me about other people who might make hurtful comments about me
But she never told me that instead of hearing someone else’s voice, I’d hear my own

My brother warned me about drugs in baggies sold on the street,
But he never told me about the ones that people put in your glass when you’re not looking

My grandmother warned me about the devil with his tail and red horns
But she never told me about his angelic smile and dark, ocean blue eyes

My grandfather warned me about booze that could kill
But he never told me that if you drink enough alcohol, it tastes like love

My cousin warned me that I should love my virginity to a guy I love
But she never told me he should love me, too

My aunt warned me that if I kept eating that much, I might vomit
But she never told me that even without eating anything, you can hang over the toilet and puke

My baby sitter warned me that a boy could break my heart
But she never told me that if I made him mad, he’d also break my arm and nose

My teacher warned me about dangerous men with knives that could cut my throat
But she never told me that I didn’t need these men to cut my skin

They all warned me that I shouldn’t do dangerous things that could kill me
But I never had the chance to ask them if slitting both of my wrists vertically
And taking thirty-eight aspirins, was one of these dangerous things

— d.a.n. (the-fault-in-our-scars)

(Source: the-fault-in-our-scars)

(Source: imsecretlylost)

Day 20: what you think makes someone beautiful

When they smile at the ground… no? okay.
Confidence, mainly.. but not too confident because that’s annoying. Everyone has a beautiful smile but dimples are a plus. idk I think everyone’s great in some way.
Also, if you can make me laugh and laugh at my bad jokes, I’ll love you forever.

Highlight of the Day:
Well, I only at cereal today so that’s a plus.
I was super productive today as well.
I was angry most of the day if I wasn’t eating or getting stuff done.
Have I told you guys how much I hate people at times? Today was definetly one of those days.
And if someone could bring me mcdonalds that would be great because my family’s on a health kick and I haven’t eaten out for awhile and I’m slowly dying inside.


Wish it was me


Wish it was me


Unlovable ☹☠

(Source: emily-darling-blog)

"I’m just tired; I just want the world to be quiet for a bit."
— Matty Healy (via hajniil)